ONLINE DATING – Tinder? OK Cupid? Coffee Meets Bagel? Say hello to the new age of dating, where talking to complete strangers online and then meeting these total strangers in real life become acceptable. A simple hookup or a lifetime partner? Step right up and try your luck on this game of love. This is the new era of dating.
Honestly, in this day and age, technology can be a new way in meeting new people. It is so convenient and easy. But also, so many shady people you got to be wary of. And as much as people be saying that it is such a superficial app, where you only ‘swipe right’ (for those who don’t know, it means to like / express interest for someone) when you are attracted to their appearance. But as sad as it is, in this superficial world we live in, the looks do play a role in your initial attraction for the other party. So technically, we have been doing this offline too.
The whole stigma of online dating made me apprehensive in starting my online dating journey. One main reason why I didn’t want to try online dating initially, was because I was afraid to be seen by people I know. But a friend told me, well, there isn’t nothing to be ashamed of because they are on it too, which I gotta admit is very true. And I guess, another reason would be that online dating has a pretty bad rep because of a small group of people who goes on these apps to ‘play around’. That’s how real life works most of the time, where the bad things that happen outshines the good things that happen.
As someone who is usually surrounded by guy friends, the chances of meeting other guys decreases. But no hate, still got major love for you guys and I ain’t dropping y’all for a dude. And I felt I was ready to get back into the dating world after getting over my ex (now turned BFF). And, well, online dating didn’t seem to be a bad option for me to meet new people. So, being the curious person I am, I decided to give Tinder a try and then OK Cupid.
I was using Tinder on-off since the end of December last year, and then just two months ago, I gave OK Cupid a try. Trying out both apps, I would say that Tinder is more user friendly. You are just required to upload some photos of yourself, and of course key in certain details like name and age. Having a biography is optional, but I would say putting in a little effort won’t kill. For OK Cupid, I only used it for a while, but the details you can provide on the app is interesting. And you can even select how important a certain detail is to you, this would then let you see how ‘compatible’ you are with others.
So, I’ve gone out with a few guys. Okay disclaimer though, it wasn’t like I was going out with all of them together. I am pretty selective about who I meet with, and once I feel like the vibe is there or that it is going somewhere, I pretty much ‘give all my attention’ to that person. Well, in hindsight, not a good idea. Sometimes, it gets difficult to read someone when you’ve only known them from a short time.
In summary…
Guy #1: The guy I almost met. He was working as an air steward, and I appreciate that he made time to call me even though he was busy with work. So, we were suppose to meet and I waited for him for an hour. I called it off because I had made plans with my friends at night, and he knew I had other plans too. So basically he ended things by telling me to meet other guys in the meantime. But, we did not meet at all in the end.
Guy #2: The first guy I met in a long time, and I guess the ‘hopeless romantic’ and ‘naivety’ in me did not do me any good. Things were going well to me, but then he decided to ghost me instead of properly ending things. So, yeah, that hurt. And he was the reason for my post on falling too deep, wrote that in an hour out of anger (real proud of that). The fact that he felt that the way girls dress would cause her to get raped should have been a red flag.
Guy #3: A real nice person, but for me, I’m not someone who is comfortable with ‘physical touch’ on the first date / meet up. His persistence in trying to put his arms around me made me more and more uncomfortable. By the end of the day, I was pretty much over the niceness and disappointed with his unwillingness to take no for an answer.
Guy #4: We actually vibed real good when we met, and we went out for a few months. He did let me know he was still trying to get over his ex, and silly me thought I could help him. Honestly, thinking back, it was a pretty toxic ‘relationship’. He was my highs and lows, there was no in between. I guess a part of me was afraid to let go, because the comfortableness / familiarity was there. My friends were telling me to let go, because they saw how unsure and unhappy I was most of the time. They could see how toxic it was, but I couldn’t then. And funny enough, I stumbled upon a Thought Catalogue post on toxic relationships. And well, that gave me the boost I needed to end things.
Guy #5: Well, technically, pretty similar to the second guy I met, with the whole ‘touchiness’. I guess the effort he put in to bringing me to different places, made me give him a second chance. But no idea why did I put myself through the uncomfortable feeling, just because I see the effort he is putting in. And after he asked me ‘if I wanted to go somewhere’ after the second meet up, I guess that’s what he wanted all along.
But I do have to say that the guys I have met were nice in their own ways. I always believe that everyone has some good in them, and I am lucky to have met them. Thank you for making me a stronger and more confident person. I wouldn’t be the person I am today, if not for them (not entirely the reason why I changed, like for example my friend Edd, made me a more assertive person and it really is a good trait to have in small amounts). I know it sounds weird, how meeting people helped me build character. I do feel more comfortable talking to different people, more daring in trying new things, more able to deal with sh*tty things that come in my way. I genuinely am thankful.
I ain’t no expert, but from my experience on Tinder and OK Cupid alone. Here are some things I feel that you guys should consider / know about:
1. |GHOSTING| It is a painful thing to have to go through, especially so when you have fallen for that person. I am so sorry if you had to go through this, I totally understand the hurt. But, well, the fact that he/she did not have the courage to tell you “hey it ain’t working out anymore” just tells you what kind of a person he/she is. When it happened to me, I was constantly stressing about what I did wrong and what I said when the texts became less quantitative and qualitative. Please don’t make anyone go through this. I feel the rule of thumb would be to let the person know whether it is working out especially if you’ve actually met the person in real life.
2. |EXES|So before embarking on this journey, I made sure I was over my ex, because I did not want to hurt anyone. I mean, if you are just looking for a hookup and all to get over your ex (this includes everyone looking for a hookup), then sure go for it, but totally unhealthy for your emotional wellbeing. You just need to make it clear to the other party from the start, on whether you want something serious, because you can’t assume that the other party knows what you want. But either way, I think it is also very important to let him or her know that you are not over your ex.
3. |ASSUMPTIONS| One thing my friends always reminded me is to never make assumptions on any doubts you have on your relationship with your partner. If you feel like you want to take it a step further, it is okay to check and ask him or her if you two are indeed dating exclusive or even what he/she is looking for (a friend or a partner). Nothing wrong with knowing where you stand. Don’t feel like you cannot ask these questions, I mean I guess an appropriate time to ask would be after a few dates. There would never be a right time to ask, it will definitely feel awkward, but sometimes you gotta do what you gotta do.
4. |FILTER| One thing I am really bad at was filtering the players from the good guys. Basically, there are people on Tinder that would say anything to get what they want. Well, simply put, manipulative. I learnt not to fall for their words easily, and to take their words with a pinch of salt. You gots to, it is definitely going to take some time to be able to brush off what they say. And remember, he or she cannot force you into doing something you don’t want to, don’t feel obliged to do what they want out of guilt or sympathy or whatever you are feeling. You do what you are comfortable with, but I mean, do good and don’t harm the other person.
5.|TALKING| Flirting is a skill that I applaud you for if you have it, it is a skill. It kinda shows me that you are interested. But, having deep meaningful conversations with the other party combined with the flirting does show more interest. I feel that wanting to get to know each other on a deeper level, shows another level of interest. And also it does help with figuring out each others’ interests and what the other person is like. Also, I feel that how early you have the conversation on ‘the physical stuff’ and all tells what kind of person you are. If someone talks about these things real early on, that person’s priority is really just wanting to fix the thirst they got. So, you have been warned.
6. |END| I feel that one should end things in a good and proper way with the other party, because you never know when and where you would bump into the person again. And wouldn’t you want to tie up any loose ends? I would hate the feeling of not ending things properly, and having the other person wonder what was wrong. Basically, it is difficult to end things, it is difficult to have to face the end of something that could have been. So just try to be considerate of the other person’s feelings too.
I hope this helps anyone who are currently using or new to online dating. Just do be aware that not all of them appear as how they portray themselves to be. Whatever you decide to do, please consider the other party’s feelings. Don’t let my experience deter you from trying online dating, I’ve made some new friends and it is quite funny when you bump into your friends on the app (immediately swiping right to disturb them).
All the best with your future endeavours!